Some days I am good; and when I am good, I am great! I mean, like really great. Other days, my brain feels clouded and like I am in a haze. These other days, I just can’t get anything done and spend the day chasing myself. These other days, I just want to crawl under the bed and hide from the boogie man. Don’t even bother turning on the television, it’s just all bad news of someone dying, persecuted or the world is on fire.
I need some sunshine on my face; enough to bring out my freckles. I love my freckles. They are like snow flakes that are unique and mapped out perfectly for my face. Sun in my hair and lighten it to MY real shade of blonde. Tan lines remind me that this body has been outdoors, usually sweating from a run or an afternoon on the boat.
I have pictures of the sunny me. I just haven’t seen her in person in a while. Care free and without a worry in the world.
Worry. I said it. That is the boogie man that scares me back into bed and under the covers I go.